on a Saturday morning laying on the balkony and having the sun shining on my face. Then it somehow all started to turn ... yeah bad or even fucked up! I got some part of my life back that I really loved in the past and all the rest was torn into pieces.
Some of these days where you have a really bad nightmare and wait for the waking up. But as I have to learn now It's no nightmare ...
Imaging you are on a train at noon drinking two beers traveling home visting your mother and everywhere you look, it's just chaos. It seems that the world has stopped spinning and you can see every part of your life from different perspektives. And then you realize that there is nothing to look at. Just chaos!
Quick jump to the present:
Looking at that situation from my perskektive now, I have just to say one thing: "You can't always get what you want"
Back to the story.
I told my mother everything that has happend the last 4 hours and all the way back to the beginning at dinner. She had only one thing to say about this: "Just keep your head up son!"
It's Saturday night we got out to a bar of a friend of mine. I drank to much, I drank way to excessive! It all ended up with me insulting two girls at once insulting all my friends and me waking up in my bed having a terrible hangover. At that point I couldn't remenber anything of this. As I heared what happened at that night I wished I had just beaten up some guy!
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